my flowers on the terrace ..

I have not been home for 3 weeks to take care for them .. don't know if they have been sad.. or just November came and its cold made them away ..

Now I am waiting for the Spring .. Have you met HER somewhere???

which make me believe the world is beautiful and nice ..
here they are blinking with shining eyes for you too .. take them all!!!
http://elsy.zaadz.com/photos/album/2330

no, it is not a blog actually .. it is something like a forum .. I miss the sopirit of that great event .. just wish to continue to feel it .. tell me something, please .. :)))
and leave me some new photos, which have fixed some fun you seen in it :)))

Great celebration of a youth and freedom and wiling to win!!

And so new and young and fresh germany - So great  that we all are witnesses how the world is erally changing!!! Generations gone and another come and their freshness and understanding is so infectious for everybody ..

I love 21st century and its "extras" and fun ..

Happy those who  have been personaly there to join all that!

And happy we to join together their happiness to share it with us!

Do it please, share it !!!

I did yesterday a small colection of a pictures - hope you would have fun with them :)))

http://elsy.zaadz.com/photos/album/905

Just came from the University where I had a trainings with students about Present Political Processes ...... these days were lots of scandal stories with our poltticians and their bodyguards and drivers .. they beat even kill people here and there in some accidents on the headways, crossroads, their behavior so often is arrogant and not predictable and cast a blight upon the name of institutions they work for - a government, a parliament ..... there are lots of attacks, recriminations, ugly stories - and all that in the front of all public ....... and all that as a basement of a grandiose, spectacular, majestic "battle" between parties who to rule the soures and funds for developing society, who to control and to "trace" the new road...... sure set on back all the real interests and needs of the society - actually their own "electorate" and supporters .. (and why to have them in mind - the elections are in 3 years.. lots of time till then .. who cares today about that .. )

so - having all that in my mind - I had been very very tired and absolutely not motivated to talk about it to my students (not only today) - even my main subject could be exactly that - to analise the processes in our society comming from the differences of interests of the real different groups and classes and the ways in which our political parties represent and match them .... so sad story to wish to control all the country, but not to be able and to find a  right power to control yourself and your people and your behavior.......... I was been shaming to talk about all that ......

so - decided to take with me today "A little Prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupery and to read some pasages to the students - pointing on those places where sociology and politology conclusions are available to be created .. (quasi every single line in that book give such a possibility if you have a willing to do that)...
So - I told to my "kids" - all those nice 19-20 years old still so little princes and pincesses .. who are going to be some day also politicians and state servants, study now their Public Administration .. "I prefer you to remember some day in lots of years thinking about your time in University from my classes not talking and discussions about that who was been beaten on the headway or who's member of Parliament or a Party leader's son is a dealer of drugs and how they "parcel out" the sources of all society for their own interests and cost ..  I prefer you to remember our reading about Little Prince of Exupery and his way with deep love and tender care to clean his 2 voulcanos (of potential care), cleaning even that one, who's actually not active, and to remember how the King of the 325 small planet  has always only reasonable and posible asks and wishes to his "citizens" or to all nature around ..  and how he never could ask the sun to down earlier or later ... he could ask it to down exactly "when the circumstances are right!!!"  ..  on 7 and a little .. and how is so happy and his king's dignity is so satisfied by the results ..
Was fantastic nice to see their wondering eyes and first time to listen so carefully and quiet - without any side-sound in classroom (so rare ..) Independently of the fact most of them already have red lots of time themselves that book .. They were happy, I would say, to listen The little Prince story in their class of Sociology of Management and Politics instead of all shity story the politicians and media create for us every single day.... (by the way I am wondering where from they found all that never failing energy..)

Could you really imagine which Great could be the world if all that politicians use their Great and inexhaustible energy for making Good .... Or if all of us would create even once a life a story like that for the Little Prince .....(or its equivalent in the area we have our activity)....

Such a Great and beautiful the world will be...

Am I such a dreamer... ???

Nice Spring early morning here – still a bit cold and not that busy on the streets, but soon will get warmer.. trees are already blooming, some birds even sing … I have to read all the newspapers, issue in my country and to prepare the digest of the important articles for my boss – high positioned decision making body .. Every morning like that .. You have to read all the newspaper articles and to find what is important for him and the institution ruling by him.. In the meantime you could see all the terrible stories who's killing whom, where what bad happens.... newspaper's editors (and actually those who pay them) continue to believe the only news are the bad ones.. You could quasi never read positive articles about nice people, did something good to some anotherperson in willing to warm his soul, or about some one who tryed to find a beauty somewhere in the world .... hardly you could find that in the newspapers, which I have to hurry in a few minutes to read - and not only fast, but as well taking in mind all the responsibility I have with my choice about the future efect as far as it depends on me what I could leave an hour later at the desk of my decision making body and what will attract his attention all the day .... Today I have decided to start my day not with politics and their games, but with you – nice smiley people in zaadz - who keep the wave of beauty, good and understanding and give respect and love to everyone around... and to fill my soul from the early morning with good and soft feelings from reading your messages and looking at your happy, tender eyes on the pictures left .. so nice I have all you here!! .. as an opposite point of all another I have .. and do not have …in my another reality ..

my internet friends .. never seen - I love them all - look at them pls :))

http://elsy.zaadz.com/photos/album/275

when you lose someone forever... you need to find your stable base in all who are ready to stay .. and to continue to fight and to cope with the life and to stay over it with you even been thousand miles away .. just sharing the same (soul) level ..  and mind ..

kiss - a big kiss to all of them!!!

..a few minutes ago I have found here a message from a person, no - from a really great friend, found soon here,  who has resign from zaadz and he wrote - he wish me all the best in my life, but here he gone without any trace .. He was been so nice and clear in his mind and soul - I will miss hime so much!! - I am really very very sad right now - a few times happens with me something like that last months ..
I could notimagine something more terrible in that life to lose someone, his mind, his soul, his even never seen , only imaginable smile and spirit .. , even when you know he (or her) continue to be alive and to shiny somewhere .. 
.. he was wrote in his profile - he has the only and the greatest love in the world - so I was been - no, no curious, better say - it was honour and pleasure for me to have him as a friend - to "touch" personality of someone, who is so happy and satisfied with having the greatest love, he could imagine ..  
That was so great for me - exactly what I need ... I am really too tired to have flirts in every "meeting" the oposit gender .. sure sometimes it is exciting too, but sometimes people need just quiet love, care, tenderness only on the level of their mminds and soul ...  as human beings... that is so beautiful and different than all another levels of having love... actually - a friend of mine from another network (an academic researcher in the area of  human relations) has an academic thesis: "the love is an attention" .. and actually everybody needs attention ..   and warmth - even if he or her is a part of stable and nice relationship ..  I am afraid that friend, who has gone from here, was not been sure if it will be easy for him to keep his mind, feelings, relation away from all another attention who he will give or receive here (and probably not only here..) 
sure - that is great to wish to preserve well those who we love and who is very very valued for us .. I also try to do that .. and to keep my feelings clean even give and receive all the warmth and attention I could imagine .. 
I relly belive and hope there is no any contradictions .. so I really believe - we could have more and more love for those whom we love (up to us) and which love we wish to have forever, if we give to everybody our warm feelings and love and then could receive their warm care and attention back and back - as much more, as we give ..
what better than to give and to receive positive signals, ideas, warmth, sunshine, beauty, good to everybody, on any possible directions .. and then to receive back all you need .. to feel your soul and spirit more rich (in friends, care, attebntion, love) and more happy .....
is that no the real sourse for your love to our "the only and the greatest love in the world" - actually love to all anothers... 

I leave all that minds on a blog with hope he (or someone else "he" or "she" who would like to gone too ... ) to hear the messages in it and to stay ...
..or to back .. there where people need him (or her) .. and their love ... as attention, ideas, which actually could be a sourse for creation and life .. 
.. I wish I say that very very loud - Miky, I miss you ;))) - Hope you could hear that .... and sure I wish you the best on your road too .. sorry even not possibility to say that to you personal - I have no idea for you more than only your first name ..  
I miss your nice, pictures, which showed a perfect and simple way of life, but keeping inside deep love and tender way of understanding people and soul .. I am sure all your fantastic nice and very very tender friends here - all they have really so soft and delicate souls .. I am sure they will forgive you gone, but they will be as sad, as I am, or even more .. believe me ..  
all we will miss a lot your nice and warm thoughts about the life and the people .. what to do - thanks God - you are still alive somewhere and hope you still shining with your great soul for those who are around you :)) - so - hope not next life, in that - we shall meet you again some time, some where .. :)))) 
love you, michael  

today I had trainings with my students in Technical University of Sociology of Management (and ruling) and we spoke about the Power .. its genesis, sources, premises, mechanisms.. if the power makes people mad or they would control not only others, but themselves as well ... if it is like avalnche and took people down or it could lift them up .. if the power makes one big, or could show how small he is...
if having power makes you leader or that is something which is up to you.. how you manage to match interests of  everybody and if it eats your own ... if you could preserve yourself from all the temptations of power and if that garantie you could preserve ruling by you system... if the biger willing for power means bigger risk for deformation of your personality .. and why people find talking about their willing for power too shaming.. and they prefer to talk about their willing for sex, but never for their willing to have power .. why we find our love to power the most intimate matter we could touch and .. how to find right measure between personal dignity, honour and responsibilty for reaching main goals of a system and willing (or temptation) to use (or obuse) power for making money, influence or just for the pleasure to feel having power .. 
actually we spoke as well if the power you could write by small or capital letter "p" .. . 

I was been happy one of my students decided to take a subject for essay : If (and how) the world could be better place for living .. I hope she will find positive (and enough) arguments and basements for confirm the thesis we could have a better common future ;)) It's so nice that the young people still believe better (and more beautiful) life is available .. That really makes me happy and satisfied ...  :)))